Thursday, December 17, 2009

ink-jet-shine

are there crackly twigs of happy elements in dressing like a total hobo all layered and mixed up patterned?

need the nurse drag this needle across my arm? my achey breaky arm...i just don't think you underarm-stand...and if you jab my arm, my achey breaky arm it might blow up and bruise...LIKE IT HAS!

right now i'm tired-drunk. one of my least preferred emotional laneways. i mean, i wish i was crying litres. and one third needs to cuddle or talk or look at someone in real life. the other third, the rational-all knowing-strong-independent-practical third is squeezing eyes together and squinting tiredness away. and the last third is the dreamer.

i want to pummel myself to playdough. i'll stab myself using my own cheekbone, it's so sharp and deadly.

merry christmas to all and to all a good fight.

loopholes and cheapsouls.
;)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

hambones & thespians

i need new adjectives.

i respond using the same handful of overused, exhausted superlative comments. i find myself in dire need of word bank deposits before my vocabulary is overdrawn resulting in under funded expression and blatantly dull dialogue.

it shames me to admit my verbal reactions seem to cycle around words like: AWEsome!, Amazing, my goodness, that's AMAAAYZZing, brilliant, absolutelyamazing, great, that is super cool, wow, wowthat'samazing, how exciting!, soooooo gooooood, sogood. Incredible sneaks in occasionaly. by simply documenting these - my (i must take ownership and be responsible) - expressions, i am left feeling bland, conventional and unable to let the meaning i want to mean, mean what it's really meant to mean.

all because of YOU... adjectives.

i am choosing to will myself to experiment with new descriptives, to alter the awesomeness and phase out my amazingly numskulled word choices. i aspire to lend myself to more thoughtful articulation...with a whimsical edge. perhaps with words like: nifty, breathtaking, sterling and quaint. what do you think? the film was uhh, breathtaking, sterling performances, nifty jokes and the costume design...well, quaint.

thankyou very much, you've been remarkable and extraordinary.